Dual Nature

Hello there. On time blog post again? What what!

Simplicity:

Well, I was supposed to be writing today after I distinctly did not write yesterday. But that didn't happen because I was yet again kidnapped by ones Bill and Raymond. We brought Morgan along for the ride today as well. T'was fun.

It was simple again. Just four people occupying the same space. I don't know why, but that feeling is like my ultimate... something. I don't know what word to put there. But the calmness of people being able to occupy the same space without necessarily interacting the whole time is something I love. It's amazing.

It lets you know that you're comfortable enough with someone to just sit. You don't have to talk, you don't have to do anything. You can just be near each other and be happy for the company. Maybe that's why I enjoy it so much. Because I've hardly gotten the chance to just be comfortable like that.

Contrary to popular belief, I'm an extremely chill person. I don't need to be doing something all the time. I'm not all that loud 90% of the time and I'm really not all that hyperactive. Now, of course, a lot of people only see me in the 10% of the time when I am hyped up, loud, and operating with the attention span of a rodent. But for the most part, I'm really not that way.

So when I get the chance to just be me and chill in someones presence I can really appreciate it. It's rare that people get to know that side of me and I'm actually happy when they do. I'd rather have everyone know that I'm not some hyperactive easily excitable twit all the time. I'm only that way sometimes. You are more likely to find me lazing around quietly, than running around excitedly.

But the excited part of me is the only part that some people know. The loud, mildly obnoxious, irresponsible, carefree twit I can be. It's both a persona, and a part of me. It's a part of me I play up to my advantage on occasion. It's a part of me that allows me to live the way I do. But it's also a problem on occasion. There are goods and bads. But I think the two sides of me even out. At least in a way better than Harvey Dent could handle. And, honestly, I'm ok with being almost split in my behaviors. It's what makes me, me. Even if people discredit me because they only know one side. It's always amusing to surprise them with the other side on occasion.

Quote of the Day:

"I like long walks, especially when they are taken by people who annoy me."
- Noel Coward