(random fun fact: I wrote this last night, but apparently passed out before hitting post)
I don't think I can say this enough:
I love these guys. God only knows why, but I really do. They're the only ones who can keep me around for hours doing jack shit when I need to be working. It's cool to be comfortable sitting around watching pokemon while everyone else is fencing.
And I mean that in the more, I can be myself around them. No holds barred. Just me. The crazy, ADD, pokemonaddicted, fuckup that I am. It's a nice feeling. But at the same time, I'm worried. I don't want to get too attached. But I think I'm already in too deep. Especially with some of them. I've gotten attached to this group. And while it's awesome, it's troublesome.
Because it's always harder once you're attached. The letting go I mean. But I'm happy to be a part of the group. Even if we're largely a bunch of idiots. There's just something that draws me to these particular idiots. They're my idiots now, some of them more so than others. And I'm ok with that. I like having them around.
Quote of the Day:
"Writing is not necessarily something to be ashamed of, but do it in private and wash your hands afterwards."
-Robert Heinlein
That's alright! We just figured out how you can hold on to all of us for at least another year! Then it might not be as hard when you're not one of the few leaving. I <3 you too, idiot
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