Oh Dear (69 of 90)

Ya... here's a post.

Trends?:

Well blogger, it's 2.09am on Saturday, April the 24th.

I have a tournament to be at for 8.45am. Which is clearly why I'm still awake. I think it's become some sort of ritual for me now. Fencing in the morning? Clearly you need to stay up all night. I was tired hours ago. I should have been sleeping hours ago. But instead I watched a movie. The third Naruto Shippuden movie if you must know. I enjoyed it, as I always do.

But that's not the trend I really want to talk about. I want to talk about obligatory behavior. Generally speaking, I ignore and avoid it at all costs. I don't like obligation. I hardly ever feel obligated in the first place. But tonight, well, I seem to have retrieved a car all of my own accord. It was like second nature. I'm not sure how I feel about this.

I didn't particularly feel obligated. Nor did I even consider not going and retrieving the car. A short few weeks ago, I would have laughed and said good luck. Hell, a few weeks ago, I wouldn't have gone to say goodbye. But somewhere in there, something changed. And it's interesting. It's not necessarily bad and I'm not sure if its good either. Just different. Entirely different from what I'm accustomed too.

I wonder if this is a new trend. If it is, it'd be convenient if it came when it wasn't all rainy and cold. Or didn't involve me wandering around in search of the right automobile. But then again, apparently I'd still go anyway, so what do I know.

Quote of the Day:

"A man travels the world over in search of what he needs and returns home to find it."
- George Moore